Outline : " Christmas time"

Christmas, time of love, family and gratefull for me; for others, an absurd festivity with an only purporse; spend money.
  
1.-What makes Christmas special?
                              
                         1.1. Christmas is time of get reunited with family and spend more time t
                              together.
                              
                                1,2. Magic feels in the air, streets get beautiful with lights and Christmas                                               decorations.

                                           1.3. Christmas make some people think and sometimes let see the
                                               best of them.


2.- Why some people hate Christmas?

                        2.1. One reason is that some people have not any family to spend this days.
                
                                 2.2. Other ones think that Christmas is a festivity made just to make
                                    money and they're against this,

                                           2.3. And others just don't like the festivity as I could say that
                                               I don't like horror films .


3.- Christmas has been urned into a really commercial festivity.


                           3.1. Many years ago Christmas was made to celebrate the good times with
                                 family and friends.


                                  3.2. Now seems that Christmas without presents is not Christmas.


4.- Differences between North American Christmas and Spanish ones.


                           4.1. Days of celebration: Are differents, for example they have Thanksgiving
                               and we don't have this festivity.

                                   4.2. Food: Americans prepare different recipes than us, like the
                                       famous Turkey.


Christmas Time is not the same for all, for ones the most beautiful time of the year, for others another stupid festivity.

Introduction and conclusion

Introduction:


Why always want what we don't have? Who have blonde hair would want to have brown hair and who have blue eyes want to have a green one. If you have a red T-Shirt and your friend has a blue one, you want it. If your brother have some new you want too and viceversa. It shows that we're never satisfied with what we have, we always want more and more.

Conclusion:

Humans are capricious by nature, we spent our time fighting for have something, and when we have it, we already want a new one. We never stop in what we reach, we are always wanting more and it will be that way, because we aren't made to conform us, we are made for improve ourselves and for this we always want what we haven't.

My favourite Tv show: Glee.

For me, you realize that something is your favourite one, because when you watch it or whatever you lose the track of time; this happen to me with Glee. I began to watch it some years ago in antena 3 Tv, althought it had been released like a year after I saw it for the first time. It suddlenly caught all my attention, because it had two things that I really like; music and love.

My favourite personage it's clearly, Rachel. Because althought at the beggining of the show was really hard for she fit in with the others, she never fell apart. She have a really strong personality, very determinate and she has fought really hard for reaching her dreams and sometimes I would like to look like her ( in personality). Anyway Glee is my favourite show for many reasons, it shows how people that are so different could get united, and it is the base of this show. But now, it's going to end, because Fox is emitting the final season 6 and I feel really sad for knowing that won't be Glee anymore.

Then, Glee is my favourite show because it give me inspiration and motivation for reaching all I want in life. When I watch Glee all in my world dissapear, and this hour is one of the happiest of my day. No matter that it's going to end, because Glee will be in my heart for the rest of my life.

" Happiness is in the smallest things".

I'm the clear example of happiness with the smaller things. I'm going to talk about things that make me happy. Get up every morning and be grateful for a new sunrise and see my cat sleepy in the end of my bed so peaceful. See the smile of my little nephew and the bright in his eyes.Also make me so happy the first song of the day which make that you start with all of the energy of the world. The sound of the birds and how the sunbeams poke out my window. Know that I’m alive and that i can feel a lot of emotions. Also make me happy listen to Ed Sheeran every night until i fall asleep. The day of my birthday is my favorite day of the year, i love it. I adore the sound of the rain and the smell that lets after. The inspiring songs that get into your soul are one of the most beautiful things in life. and surprises always make me feel exited, even if they're not for me. Dream, I’m always dreaming and i imagine me travelling all around the world reaching all of my dreams.  The beautiful moment when you look someone into the eyes and you reflect in them. When my mums makes my favorite food and I see my favorite TV show on Tuesday. The sensation of get reunited with old friends and make new ones. Sing make my life, i couldn't live without sing is my passion in life, is what always make me feel better. The sound of the waves and the smell of the sea make me feel free and I think that there's nothing better than see people i love happy, is so inspiring. I know that I’m strong and that I’m getting better every day of my life. In life beautiful things are just the most simple and these things are just a few of all, because for me life wouldn't be anything without the little moments that keeps in our hearts.

"The adventages and disadventages of growing up paragraph".

Growing up is not easy for anyone. It's time of changing, in this time you begin to know new things and everything that you already know, never stay the same.

It has some adventages, when you grow everybody takes you more seriously, begin to apreciate more your ideas and opinions because they not come anymore from a kid. You also get more freedom for doing what you want and you start to run your own life. You're anymore a kid, you're a young adult, and your opinion is as valid as any other. But as all in life it has disadventages, you have to begin to earn your own money, because you aren't a kid anymore and your fathers don't have to do it for you, also you begin to have some problems, and you have to solve it by yourself because you're the only responsable of your life. You have to adquire some mature,it's time to make decisions and nobody is gonna be there for make it for you, because you have grown.
As all can know, maturing and growing up as the same time passing for the phase of realizing that almost everything in your life is going to change is not easy for nobody, but is something that has to happen, it has adventages and disadventages but it worth it.

My little angel

When i think about love his picture comes to my mind. All i can hear is the sound of his laughter; all i can see is the color of his eyes, and all I can feel is a sad feeling of yearning. 586, 4 km is what separate me from him; I’m going to talk about a sad but beautiful story of how love can transfer the distance.

Almost two years ago my little angel was born, he was called Marc. I never had known that i could love someone so little like I do until the day he was born and illuminated my life just with a smile.The sad in this story is that they live in Barcelona, they have their life there and i have mine here. I see them very occasionally and hurt me knowing that I’m not seeing him growing up. This is something that caused me pain for a long time until i realized that was something that i could change.My little has now almost two years and he is the most beautiful kid that I have ever seen in all my entire life. I love him even more than me because is a pure soul that haven't any bad intention, i love him because even having a bad day entering in Facebook and seeing a photo of him makes my day better, like today i was really sick with fever when he comes into my room and wake me up for surprise, i have to say that today is one of the best days in a long time. For the happiness that he brings to my life when i finished my career I’m going to live in Barcelona for a long time, it's one of my biggest goals. Finally i have to say that even sometimes gets hard, love runs out. I wouldn't change anything of my life since he is in, because seeing him happy always will be a reason to keep fighting in life.

Prologue: " If I never see you again"

Jasmine has always been a normal girl,natural, modest and above all so reluctant to love, until she met him. Blaine has always been a cheerful boy, decided; with clear ideas, until he met her.
The first time that i knew about him, I thought that he would be another boy more, because Carol was always wanting to find me a boyfriend. She didn't understood a no, she was always saying that love was beautiful, that it was the best that could happen to me. Sincerely I believed that this was just foolishness, that a girl was strong enough to need someone; i had never needed nobody.

I thought he would be another more, that i would talk with him a couple of times and then I wouldn't know about him anymore. But in life maybe what we thought and what would happen is completely different. I've never seen that girl, only by a couple of photos, but something makes me want to talk with her and know her, her eyes spoke to me, they were like an open book and I was willing to reed it.

That day, a simple January 5, was the day. David had been talking to me about her the recent weeks, telling me that she was a really special girl, very insteresting, intelligent and a lot of good adjetives. He and his girlfriend wanted to find me a girlfriend, people don't understand that if I was alone was only because the right girl hadn't came to my life. That evening just for curiosity, I decided to began a conversation with her. I was really undecided , I was playing with my telephone in my hands turning on and off the screen, looking the hour , while I was lying in bed,and in home was all silence. In that moment I get decided , I had nothing to lose and much more to win. I entered to Whatsapp and I found her name, I had save her numer that morning at class while I was with David. I look to their name, was really special and beautiful. I clicked on their contact, and saw her profile photo, she had a photo that I'd already seen, she was smiling and her eyes show light, illusio;, life, I could feel all of these in her face. I wrote a simple "Hello" and a smiling face.

             -Hi, Jasmine- I wrote
A few minutes and in my screen appear a " writing" in green, seconds after there was her answer.
             - Hi, who are you?- Jasmine wrote.
She didn't knew who I was? definitely Carol hadn't spoke to her about me or she wasn't interested in me and  was just pretending.  I doubted a few seconds and then I answered.
             - I'm Blaine, Carol or David didn't talk to you about me?- I wrote to her while I waited anxious for her answer.
             -Oh, sure I already know who you are- Jasmine wrote followed by a smiling emoticon.
             -Oh, ok, fine- I just said when suddenly...
             -Listen, don't get me wrong, but I don't want a relationship, I know Carol's intencions , she spend the whole day talking about the same, but I'm not like her, I'm not made for relatonships, so if you want a friendship fine, and if you're not, sorry- Jasmine wrote.
That message left me freeze, I didn't expected at all, I didn't knew what to write, I couldn't say to her that I was interesting in something more because then I wouldn't have any oportunity. Finally I decided say to her that I accepted her friendship.I had any other option, but I wouldn't give it up just like that, I'd never done it before and I wouldn't do it this time.

           - Ok, I haven't any problem, while I could get at least a friendship, what I don't like is know someone and led into two strangers- I wrote.
           - Fine, I talk you later, I have class- Jasmine wrote adding a sad emoticon.
So, end of the conversation? I really hoped speak again with her, I was really interested on her; maybe too much. What Blaine didn't knew, that all could change just with a little time. Because future is uncertain and we never know what lies ahead.

          - Ok, talk later pretty.- I wrote and then I blocked my phone and I left it on my bed, looking at the roof throwed a sigh. I didn't knew how this would end, but my hopes were really focused on her.

In fact, I had a couple of hours until I had to go to class, but by the time the conversation was good, he seemed a really nice guy but I was convinced that you couldn't trust anyone. In that moment I look again that photo , a moment so happy, and I rembered it with sadness but all of this was over, was gone for not coming back anymore and my heart was strong and I had get over, I wasn't ready for another deception.

The lifes of Jasmine and Blaine casually crossed, without want it, without know it and without need it. What they didn't knew yet is that life is totally uncertain and unexpected and it was ready to surprise them.

Time

Time run so fast although we don't realize of it, i can look backward and see how the last year has pass flying. For this i have get to the conclusion that i need to experiment all of the emotions that life give me even if is pain or sadness because when the time pass i could say that i have lived instead say that passed my days waiting for the time to run. After all this time i have understood  that there's some things that i cannot change and i must be patience to let it be and while change those i can, because now is all we have.

My favourite place in the world.

For me a favourite place for someone must be a place where you go everytime you're feeling sad o just a place where you go for being alone with your thoughts and feelings.
Benidorm, such a beautiful place better known for parties, "guiris" and beaches but it's not just this for me it's something more special.
There's a place  who always make me feel like one grain in the sand, always make me think in all of the beautiful in life, is a place where i feel in peace, completely free.

This place is the gazer of benidorm, from there you can see all the city and the most beautiful, the sea.
Everytime i feel too sad and i think that i need a scape i go there and the experience is amazing.
Is my favourite place in the world because make me understand why i love life, is a place who always remind me who i am and who i wanna be.  If you go there, stop in the middle and just close your eyes,you'll can feel all of this peace with the sound of the waves, the smell of the sea and the sea breeze.
I can't describe what mean this place to me with words because it's something that i feel when i'm there.
I invite everyone to go there and discover what feelings bring in you.
For me is inspiring, lovely, peaceful and in final place but not least important a place who keep a piece of my heart.

P.S:  I adjunt some pics of the place, i was there the last summer with my friends.

An opinion paragraph: Fashion is what you make

Fashion: 1. The prevailing style or custom, as in dress or behavior: out of fashion. 2. Something, such as a garment, that is in the current mode: a swimsuit that is the latest fashion.  3. The style characteristic of the social elite: a man of fashion.        
                                          

 In my opinion this is completely wrong, i think that fashion is what you make of it.

Everyday when i go out i see so many types of styles, people who don't matter mixing colors, people with caps when there's no sun, others with clothes that don't be trendy and so much more.

For this reason a think that fashion don't need to be a stric term for what's trendy.

I think that we're all free for wearing whatever we like, in my case i like so much dark hats and in my town people stare looking weird at you if you wear one because it's something that nobody wear there.

But i don't care what people think of me and in my opinion it's something that all should do.

For concluding  i have to say that for me fashion is a word that mean have liberty on wearing whatever you want.

All of the stars.

If all of the nights i could see the stars as i see them today i think all would be easier. Today the sky is clear, i can feel the sea breeze under my skin and tears roll down my face, uncertain tears, uncertain as the feeling that my heart keeps. A confuse heart that don't know what is feeling, is in a deep  whirlwind and cannot get the way of scape of it.  This night i feel all of the weight of the world on my shoulders, i feel overwhelmed with it, i feel how it tear me down until being a tiny point that paint the lines of the universe. Finally take a breath and look up the sky thinking in which one of these stars will be my destiny.

Incredible.

It's incredible how the time just let see the reality, tearing the true between so many lies. Even more incredible is how words, memories and people are erased of your life in the blink of an eye. It's difficult to understand that the reasons of yesterday are the uncertainty of today and the sorrow of tomorrow. Days, hours, minutes and seconds pass as the feelings do that are hidden in layers of aversion, resentment and even hate. Incredible, as incredible as that who someday was someone important turned in what you don't know, in what you don't ever get to know.

The otherside

Can you see people? Who they really are or just what they seem?
There are so many types of people in the world, you can see it everyday on the streets.
We qualify people creating a number of labels. You can say " This girl is so fat or maybe this girl is so ugly"
But in the end, do you know what you're saying?
Well, you're judging a person, you don't know how is this person inside because you only can see the outside. I think that if you only stand one second to appreciate the smalls things of this world, everything will change for you, you can see life from the otherside, knowing the content of a book before to judge the cover.
Usually some people acts badly because life it's not always easy but we can realize of this and learn of our mistakes. You don't know what you'll be in twenty years but you know the things you can do and change now, you know what you want and the most important you know who you are.

Describing a character.

Some years ago in my years of teenager used to be a TV character who i really liked.
Her name was Alex Russo a normal teenager for most of the people but a secret wizard too.
This character was starring for the beautiful actress and singer Selena Gómez.
Describing Alex in the outside it's easy, she was so beautiful, has a long dark hair and dark eyes too.
Was tall and thin and with a beautiful smile, probaly who i like the most from phsically talking was her style.
She was always wearing daring outfits and i always wanted to wear like her.
But being honest the aspect that i liked the most from her was her personality.
She was always fearless, taking adventures and having fun. " People who mature too fast is usually boring this is because i enjoy every second of my life" she used to said. I think that the best of her was how she was always mistaken but in the end se could get the way to fix it.
Some years ago i liked Alex because she taught me to think less and dream more.

Fear of...

Fear of being a bad person

Fear of not knowing who i am.

Fear of loosing the people i love

Fear of being hated

Fear of not getting what i propose me

Fear of  loneliness

Fear of unhappiness

Fear of being weak

Fear of others seeing i'm weak

Fear of living forever here

Fear of not realizing my dreams

Fear of not geting all i want in life

Fear of getting stuck in every way.

This is real, this is me.

Hello everyone!
 For inaugurate my blog I've decided to introduce myself. My name is Ángela and I'm from a town of Murcia. I really really like english but since I've been the entire summer in Italy i feel it as my second country. In fact I'm obsses with the italian language,food,culture...
By the way, I think that I'm not normal, but a little weird...
I really like singing, playing the guitar and writing. But my biggest goal in life is knowing five languages and travelling all around the world. Travelling is what I love the most, it makes me feel really happy. Well... this is just a little bit of me, but here all will know more with my next entries.
Bye!!